Elude

Well said...

Footsteps

Memang aku tak slalu
Hadir dalam mimpi indahmu
Mungkin aku tlah berlalu
Jadi kenangan yang tak kau banggakan

Tapi bagiku cinta
Adalah harta yang tersimpan

Reff :
Jejak langkah yang kau tinggal
Mendewasakan hatiku
Jejak langkah yang kau tinggal
Takkan pernah hilang slalu
Begitulah cintaku

Walau kau singgah
Sekejap di cinta tulus ini
Tapi sangatlah berharga
Jadi kenangan yang aku banggakan

Maka bagiku cinta
Adalah harta yang kusimpan

back to Reff

Slamat jalan kekasih
Temukan yang jauh lebih baik
Jangan pernah kau resahkan
Janji yang kau ucap padaku dulu...

- Glenn Fredly feat. Tohpati


Buat saya pribadi, memaafkan juga salah satu bentuk cinta. Dengar dan baca lirik lagu ini, kamu akan mengerti kenapa lagu ini juara :))

Breathe

 

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie,
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see.
Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I don't know what to be without you around.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesn't work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know it's not easy,
Easy for me. 

It's two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this ain't easy,
Easy for me.

And we know it's never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Ohhh

I can't,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry 

 

~ Taylor Swift feat Colbie Caillat 

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Hidden Agenda

How do you know, 
you already make the right decision?

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Framed

I thought i never get through this phase.
Life is... indeed fair in the end.

I thought i'd never feel this sadness
But yet i feel the sting in my heart.

I thought this tears won't be for you anymore
It form in the corner of my eyes when i read the news.

This undefined feeling
i don't even know why it exist.

Maybe it's because this is the time to say
Goodbye.

I had framed you in my little gray cell
Now i had to change it

Because this time
that picture would contain you and her.


Ooh, how am I gonna get over you?
I'll be alright, just not tonight...

Sara Bareilles - Gonna Get Over you


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Thank (U)niverse

They said, if you want something say it outloud, the Universe will take the rest...


So, setelah 86 hari
postingan ga jelas
emosi yang naik-turun
e-mail2 yang tak berbalas
jaringan internet yang suka turun jadi GPRS dengan tidak sopannnya
periode panjang antara mengasihani diri dan menyemangati diri
on repeat

I. GOT. A .JOB.


*can i hear some cheers for the background?* 
*digaplok*


Yeah, you read it right.
Saya punya pekerjaan.
This is the time you should says "akhirnyaa..."
really, this is the time when you can say :
"i've told you so"
dan saya bakal cengar-cengir saja
 
yak lanjut

Remember when i told you i really want a new job, 
The one that really fits my dream?
This one hopefully matches that.


Kemudian ada yang bertanya : emang dream jobmu apa?
Bukan sejenis pekerjaan tertentu
Bukan soal pundi-pundi emasnya
Walaupun memang itu penting juga sih
*kok plin-plan, gimana sih sher*


Saya kepingin kerja di tempat 
yang rekan kerjanya sebaya 
dan hari Sabtu libur
I'm so easy to please ya

Setelah kerja di tiga tempat terakhir
saya jadi bisa menyederhanakan keinginan saya
dan tentu saja saya butuh keamanan finansial
tetapi yang saya butuhkan lebih dari sekadar lembaran rupiah

If you read my previous entry
you know how bad i'm when it comes to make a friend
Apalagi di Jakarta ini, 
buat saya yang besar di Kalimantan dan kuliah di Yogyakarta
tambah sedikit lah peluang saya berteman di sini

Kalau soal Sabtu libur sih
Itu memang keinginan pribadi saja
Karena saya sungguh tidak mau menghabiskan
waktu saya seluruhnya untuk kerja
me-time is something important for me

I know i put my expectation so high on this one
But to be exact, i experience this quote :
"be careful what you wish for
cause you just might get it all"

It really happen to me, scary yes?
I'm glad it did


This time i really need to thank Fia
She's the one that helped me through the process
Dari awal resign di kantor lama
Sampai dia lahiran
Total 3 times ya masukin lamarannya
I really can't do this without her help
I made a promise
My first salary, makan-makan yok!

And off course, i need to say thank you to Mey
She's the one that keep my sanity level normal (or abnormal?)
Buat penghiburan dan obrolan ga jelas kita
Kalo ga karena sering digangguin dia
Bisa-bisa kerjaan saya ngeluh dan down melulu
Really wish you were here
Coba kita bisa sekantor yak!


I thank my mom and boyfie too,
Rasanya baru minggu lalu saya kena emotional breakdown
Nangis-nangis ngerasa ga berguna banget
Ga heran ya kalian yang paling lega
Waktu tau saya akhirnya dapat kerjaan
Kalau nganggur lebih lama
Mungkin saya bakal lebih nge-bete-in lagi
:P
Thank you for being there in my difficult times

*ini kenapa jadi ajang speech grammy awards???*

All i wanna say is :


Universe... you rock! XD


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Dream

This is a dream i wanted to scream out loud hopelessly

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